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Igama lami nginguDaishali waseSunshine Bar, futhi isihloko senkulumo yanamuhla sithi: Ikhaya enhliziyweni.
Isikhathi siyahamba, sekuphele unyaka ngijoyine le nkampani, futhi indawo yokujoyina umndeni omkhulu kaTeng Te sisakhunjulwa ngokusobala.
Umyeni wami ufike kuqala kunami enkampanini, inhloso yakhe yokuqala wukuba seduze nasekhaya, anakekele izalukazi nezingane emndenini.Kungenxa yalokhu futhi ubelokhu engincenga ukuba ngibuye futhi angafuni ukuhlukaniswa emndenini.Ekuqaleni, inhliziyo yami yayingazweli futhi imanqikanqika, futhi sasihlale siphikisana ngomsebenzi.Umsebenzi wami wokugcina wawusefekthri eXiamen, lapho ngasebenza khona iminyaka eyisishiyagalombili.Mingaki iminyaka umuntu angaba nayo empilweni yakhe?Ubusha bami, izinkumbulo zami, kuleyo minyaka engu-8, sengivele ngawuthanda lomsebenzi futhi ngineminyaka engu-8 nginawo.Emehlweni omndeni wami lo msebenzi unzima kakhulu, ngoba kufanele ngivuke ngehora lesine ekuseni nsuku zonke, lapho wonke umuntu elele, mina kakade ngizinikele emsebenzini.Nakuba kumatasa kakhulu futhi kunzima, kodwa kugcwele.Ngenxa yokuphikelela kwami nesimo sengqondo sokusebenza ngenkuthalo, ngakhushulwa esikhundleni ngisuka ekubeni isisebenzi esivamile ngaba umqondisi esikhathini esingaphansi kweminyaka emithathu.
Kwaze kwafika usuku lwesithupha kuNcibijane ngo-2018, ubaba wahamba ephuthuma, kodwa ngehluleka ukubuya ngizombona okokugcina.Kuze kube manje inhliziyo yami isagcwele ukuzisola nokuzisola, ukuhamba kukababa kungenza kube nzima ukukuyeka.Phakathi neminyaka edlule, ngenxa yomsebenzi wami, angizange ngiphelezele abantu abadala nezingane, futhi angizange nginakekele umkhaya wami, kuhlanganise nomyeni wami, engangingavamile ukumnakekela.Ngangisemncane futhi ngingenangqondo, futhi ngangizizwa ngijabule, futhi manje ngabona iqiniso lokuthi "indodana ifuna ukukhulisa futhi umzali akekho".Ngemva kokucabangisisa, ngaba sesimweni esihle, ngavalelisa efekthri yokuqala kanye nomsebenzi owawungiphelezele iminyaka engu-8, futhi ngangena endleleni eya ekhaya kumyeni wami nezingane.Wafika eTenter, wahlangana nawo wonke umuntu.Ngicabanga ukuthi nganginenhlanhla.Kwaba yisibusiso ngokuzifihla.Konke ukulahlekelwa kubuya ngenye indlela.Ngoba lapha ngahlangana nabantu abafudumele.
Umsebenzi wangaphambilini uyisicefe, njengomshini osemgqeni womhlangano, uphindaphinda umsebenzi ofanayo nsuku zonke, ngemva kwesikhathi somsebenzi ukudla nokulala.Lapho ngiqala ukubuya, ngaba nomuzwa wokuthi ifektri kufanele ibe yinto efanayo, ngaphandle kwanoma yimaphi amasu namathemba.Lapho ngiqala umsebenzi wami, ngadideka, ngingenamandla, futhi ngake ngacabanga ukuyeka.Lapho ngiqala ukubona uJane, ngacabanga ukuthi kungase kungabi lula kakhulu ukuzwana naye, futhi kwakungasekho okunye ukuxhumana naye.Kamuva, lapho ezosisekela, ngemva kokuzwana ngokwengeziwe, ngacabanga ukuthi uJane wayengudade omncane ofudumele nonomusa kakhulu.Ngemva kokwazi uYang wami, wangilethela yena lomuthi futhi wangitshela kabanzi ukuthi ngiwuphuze kanjani.Futhi ngalesi sigameko ngivumele ngiqonde ukuthi awukwazi ukwahlulela ngokuqondile umphumela womuzwa wakho ozwakalayo, kodwa kufanele uqonde ngokujulile ngaphambi kokuba unikeze impendulo.Ngemva kwesikhathi sokuzivumelanisa nezimo, nakuba kuyimboni, kodwa umuzwa weTeng Te uhluke ngokuphelele.Ozakwethu ku-workshop, kungakhathaliseki ukuthi basemnyangweni noma cha, abacacisi kahle, banomdlandla futhi bayasiza, futhi banginikeze usizo olukhulu emsebenzini nasempilweni, ukuze ngikwazi ukuhlanganisa ngokushesha kulo mndeni omkhulu.
Angikaze ngicabange ukuthi ngelinye ilanga ngiyoke ngibambene ngezandla nomyeni wami futhi ngilingise esiteji ngezimpahla ezihambisanayo.Lokhu okuhlangenwe nakho kwapenda umbala ohluke ngokuphelele wenkambo yokuphila kwethu.Umhlangano waminyaka yonke uhlanganisa ukuzikhandla kwawo wonke umuntu, ukuhlela kusukela ekuqaleni, ukuqeqeshwa kaninginingi, ukuphindaphinda okunemininingwane, ukuze ngizizwe ngokugcwele izinhloso zenkampani, ngizwe amandla eqembu.Ngokokuqala ngqa, ngashaqeka kakhulu ngokuhlangana kozakwethu.Ngesikhathi esibucayi lapho umhlangano waminyaka yonke usuzoqala, kwaqubuka umqedazwe, futhi iningi lozakwethu kwakunguYang, ngakho sacabanga ukuthi umhlangano waminyaka yonke kufanele uhoxiswe.Kodwa-ke, u-Qiu wayehlale esihola ukuze sidlule ebunzimeni ngezenzo zakhe nokubekezela, ehola indlela yokudansa nokunikeza izinkulumo.Ngisho noma izwi lilahlekile futhi umkhuhlane uphakeme, asinakho ukuhlehla.Ngomholi onjalo, sikhuthazeka kakhulu ukuqhubekela phambili.Leli dili elibukwayo lafinyelela esiphethweni esiyimpumelelo ngaphansi kokuphikelela okufanayo kanye nemizamo yabo bonke.
Uyazikhumbula izimvilophu ezinkulu ezibomvu esazithola eminyakeni edlule?!Ngikhuluma nozakwethu bakudala nginomona, ngisakhumbula imvilophu ebomvu ebhalwe ukuthi: "Letha uthando ekhaya, ngiyabonga ngokuhlakulela ithalente elihle kangaka enkampanini", inkampani asibuyisele lolu thando olunzima kubazali ekhaya.Abadala bathinteka kakhulu, ngoba inkampani ayikhathaleli nje kuphela ngathi, kodwa futhi nomndeni wethu.Abazali bavame ukusitshela ukuthi sibonge, sizikhandle, esingakubuyisela enkampanini ukusebenza kanzima.
I-Tenter iyikhaya lami, eligcwele izinga lokushisa, ligcwele amandla, kodwa futhi ligcwele uthando.Ngifuna ukubuza emndenini ohlezi lapha, nizizwa ngendlela efanayo?Uma kuwusizo, sicela usukume futhi ushayele ihlombe elifudumele uMongameli wethu u-Qiu.Ngiyabonga, wonke umuntu.Siyabonga ngesikhathi sakho.Ngingu-Dashiell wase-Sunny Bar.Ngiyabonga!
Isikhathi sokuthumela: Jul-26-2023