Ngingu-Cheng Qiguang we-Vitality Bar, futhi itimu engiyiletha ukuze sabelane ngayo namuhla ithi: ayikho iminyaka engcono kakhulu, kuphela ukucabanga okungcono kakhulu. Abanye abantu bangase bazibuze, iyiphi iminyaka engcono kakhulu ekuphileni? Ingabe ubuntwana obungenazinkathazo, noma intsha enomoya, noma ukuguga okuzolile. Mina ngokwami ngikholelwa ukuthi ayikho iminyaka engcono kakhulu ekuphileni, kuphela ingqondo engcono kakhulu.
Ngazalelwa emndenini oqhelile wasemaphandleni, kukhona abafowethu nodadewethu abaningi emndenini, futhi mina ngingomncane, ekhaya ngokuvamile ngabafowethu nodadewethu abadala "inkunzi", kodwa uma nje ngonile, ngizoya kubazali bami ngiyokhononda, ngifuna ukunakekelwa nothando kubazali bami, ngakho njalo endaweni yokudlala ngakhula. Ngenxa yobumpofu bomndeni wami, ngasiyeka isikole ekuseni kakhulu futhi ngahlala ekhaya ngaze ngaba neminyaka engu-17. Ngegagasi lezinguquko kanye nokuvuleka kanye nomsebenzi wokuthuthela kwelinye izwe, ngaya eningizimu eGuangdong nozakwethu abambalwa. Ngalesi sikhathi, isimo sengqondo kancane kancane sashintsha, ngoba ngaphandle kwendlu, ngokuvamile uhlangabezana nezinto ezingajabulisi nezidabukisayo, futhi ungafuni ukuvumela abazali bakhathazeke, njalo ekhaya ukubika ukuthula, kuzosho okuhle kakhulu. Njengoba ngikhula, into yokuqala engibafonela ngayo manje ukubatshela ukuthi banakekele impilo yabo, bangitshele ukuthi ngisebenze. Ngale ndlela, ngithemba ukuthi ikhehla lingakwazi ukuchitha ukuguga kwalo ngokunethezeka, ikhehla lithemba ukuthi ngingasebenza ngokuthula kwengqondo, omunye nomunye agcine ubunzima ezinhliziyweni zabo, athule abekezelele yedwa, angavumeli omunye akhathazeke.
Kukhona uhlobo lwemfudumalo abantu abangasoze balukhohlwa, okungukuthi, ukuthembela komunye nomunye komphefumulo. Ukuze uthole imfundo yezingane, ngithenge indlu esihlalweni sesifunda, ngifuna abazali bami bathuthele esihlalweni sami ukuze bahlale nami, kodwa abazimisele ukusho ukuthi kuhle ukuhlala emaphandleni, hhayi nje insimu ebanzi yombono, umoya ohlanzekile, kodwa futhi bangatshala imifino, ukondla izinkukhu, ukuvakashela ukuxoxa, ngicabanga ukuthi kunjalo, esifundeni esingazi, kungcono ukuhlala emaphandleni. Ngakho ngingaphindela emuva ukuze ngichithe izinsuku ezimbalwa nabo eholidini njalo ngonyaka. Ngikhumbula ukuthi kuke kwabuya uMkhosi waseNtwasahlobo, wahlala izinsuku ezimbalwa ekhaya, ngenxa yokuphela kweholidi, ukuze ngiphuthume enkampanini ngiyosebenza, (lapho izulu lalina kancane kancane, umama wangibheka ngigibela esihlalweni sesifunda ukuze ngilungise imithwalo yami, wathatha isinyathelo sokukhubeka, wangithumela esigodini, lapho ngisuka kude ngibheka emuva, wayesalokhu engibheka kakhulu isango, wangiqhweba, wangiqhweba kakhulu. "Mama! Buyela emuva! Ngizobuya ngizokubona lapho ngikhululekile" .Angazi noma wayengizwile, kodwa ngiqinisekile ukuthi wayezwa lokho engangikushilo, le gagasi, ngiyesaba / ngomunye unyaka ukuhlangana, ngaleso sikhathi inhliziyo inzima kakhulu, noma kukhona zonke izinhlobo zenhliziyo, kodwa ukuze ngiphile, noma ngiqhubekele phambili.
Emgwaqweni wokuphila, sizobhekana nezinto eziningi ezingajabulisi kanye nokuhlangenwe nakho, okungase kube izinto ezincane ezingasho lutho. Ngalesi sikhathi, kufanele sehlise umoya futhi sicabange ngakho. Izinkinga zingasilethela isimo esibi kuphela, kodwa isimo esibi asikwazi ukuxazulula inkinga. Ngaphandle uma kuqala sivume ukwehlulwa, empeleni/impilo yethu injena, ingcwatshwe ezithiyo, isipiliyoni senhliziyo.
Muva nje, bengifunda incwadi ka-Inamori Kazuo ethi "Living Law" futhi ngiyizwa ngokujulile. Ngangihlale ngimatasatasa impilo yami yonke, ngikhathele wumsebenzi. Bonke ubunzima budliwe, kodwa impilo ayikafinyeleli emiphumeleni elindelekile. Umatasatasa nsuku zonke, kodwa awazi incazelo yokuba matasa/kuphi? Ukusebenza kuze kube sebusuku kakhulu, imiphumela yomsebenzi incane, futhi ngezinye izikhathi akukho okwenziwayo, kodwa umzimba uzizwa ukhathele kakhulu. Ngikhumbula ukuthi uMnumzane Inamori wathi, "Ingqikithi yokufutheka / yikhono lokugxila isikhathi eside emgomweni othile, kuwumgogodla wokuzithiba, ukuphikelela, kanye nekhono lokucabanga ngokujulile, lapho uzwa ukuthi / awubekezeleleki, kodwa futhi nokusebenza kanzima, uzimisele ukuqhubekela phambili, lokhu kuzoshintsha impilo yakho." Kancane kancane ngiyaqonda ukuthi ukuhlupheka kuwukukhulisa inhliziyo, ukucija umphefumulo, okumele sikwenze ukuhlakulela imvelo, sihlangane nabantu sihlakulele inhliziyo.
Isikhathi sokuthumela: Nov-17-2023
