Ngingu-Cheng Qiguang we-Vitality Bar, futhi itimu engiyiletha ukuze sabelane ngayo namuhla ithi: ayikho iminyaka engcono kakhulu, kuphela ukucabanga okungcono kakhulu.Abanye abantu bangase bazibuze, iyiphi iminyaka engcono kakhulu ekuphileni?Ingabe ubuntwana obungenazinkathazo, noma intsha enomoya, noma ukuguga okuzolile.Mina ngokwami ngikholelwa ukuthi ayikho iminyaka engcono kakhulu ekuphileni, kuphela ingqondo engcono kakhulu.
Ngazalelwa ekhaya elikude lasemakhaya, baningi abafowethu nodadewethu ekhaya, mina ngingomncane, ekhaya kuvame ukuba abafowethu nodadewethu "inkabi", kodwa uma nje ngoniwe ngizoya. kubazali bami ukukhononda, bafuna ukunakekelwa nothando kubazali bami, ngakho njalo endaweni yokudlala wakhula.Ngenxa yobumpofu bomndeni wami, ngasiyeka isikole ekuseni kakhulu futhi ngahlala ekhaya ngaze ngaba neminyaka engu-17. Ngegagasi lezinguquko kanye nokuvuleka kanye nomsebenzi wokuthuthela kwelinye izwe, ngaya eningizimu eGuangdong nozakwethu abambalwa.Ngalesi sikhathi, isimo sengqondo kancane kancane sashintsha, ngoba ngaphandle kwendlu, ngokuvamile uhlangabezana nezinto ezingajabulisi nezidabukisayo, futhi ungafuni ukuvumela abazali bakhathazeke, njalo ekhaya ukubika ukuthula, kuzosho okuhle kakhulu.Njengoba ngikhula, into yokuqala engibafonela ngayo manje ukubatshela ukuthi banakekele impilo yabo, bangitshele ukuthi ngisebenze.Ngale ndlela, ngithemba ukuthi ikhehla lingakwazi ukuchitha ukuguga kwalo ngokunethezeka, ikhehla lithemba ukuthi ngingasebenza ngokuthula kwengqondo, omunye nomunye agcine ubunzima ezinhliziyweni zabo, athule abekezelele yedwa, angavumeli omunye nomunye akhathazeke.
Kukhona uhlobo lwemfudumalo abantu abangasoze balukhohlwa, okungukuthi, ukuthembela komunye nomunye komphefumulo.Ukuze ngithole imfundo yezingane, ngathenga indlu esihlalweni sesifunda, ngifuna abazali bami bathuthele esihlalweni sami ukuze bahlale nami, kodwa abazimisele ukusho ukuthi kuhle ukuhlala emaphandleni, hhayi nje insimu ebanzi. umbono, umoya ohlanzekile, kodwa futhi kungaba ukutshala imifino, ukondla izinkukhu, vakashela ukuxoxa, ngicabanga ukuthi futhi, esifundeni abangazi, kungcono ukuba bakhululeke emaphandleni.Ngakho ngingaphindela emuva ukuze ngichithe izinsuku ezimbalwa nabo eholidini njalo ngonyaka.Ngikhumbula ukuthi uma sekubuye uMkhosi waseNtwasahlobo, wahlala izinsukwana ekhaya, ngenxa yokuphela kweholidi, ukuze ngiphuthume enkampanini ngiyosebenza, (lapho izulu lalina kalula, umama wangibheka ngigibela isihlalo sesifunda ukuze angilungisele imithwalo yami, athathe igxathu akhubeke, angithumele esigodini, lapho ngisuka kude ngibheke emuva, wayesamile esangweni lomuzi engibhekile, ngama, ngaqhweba kakhulu, Kakhulu. athi "mama! buyela emuva! ngizobuya ngizokubona sengikhululekile" .Angazi noma ungizwile yini, kodwa nginesiqiniseko sokuthi uyakuzwa lokho engikushoyo. inhliziyo, leligagasi, ngiyesaba/omunye unyaka ukuhlangana, ngaleso sikhathi inhliziyo inzima kakhulu, noma zikhona zonke izinhlobo zenhliziyo, kodwa ukuze ngiphile, noma ngokuzimisela ngijike ngiqhubekele phambili.
Emgwaqweni wokuphila, sizobhekana nezinto eziningi ezingajabulisi kanye nokuhlangenwe nakho, okungase kube izinto ezincane ezingasho lutho.Ngalesi sikhathi, kufanele sehlise umoya futhi sicabange ngakho.Izinkinga zingasilethela isimo esibi kuphela, kodwa isimo esibi asikwazi ukuxazulula inkinga.Ngaphandle uma kuqala sivume ukwehlulwa, empeleni/impilo yethu injena, ingcwatshwe ezithiyo, isipiliyoni senhliziyo.
Muva nje, bengifunda incwadi ka-Inamori Kazuo ethi "Living Law" futhi ngiyizwa ngokujulile.Ngangihlale ngimatasatasa impilo yami yonke, ngikhathele wumsebenzi.Bonke ubunzima budliwe, kodwa impilo ayikafinyeleli emiphumeleni elindelekile.Umatasatasa nsuku zonke, kodwa awazi incazelo yokuba matasa/kuphi?Ukusebenza kuze kube sebusuku kakhulu, imiphumela yomsebenzi incane, futhi ngezinye izikhathi akukho okwenziwayo, kodwa umzimba uzizwa ukhathele kakhulu.Ngiyakhumbula ukuthi uMnumzane Inamori wathi, “Ingqikithi yokubaba/yikhono lokugxila isikhathi eside emgomweni othile, kuwumongo wokuzithiba, ukuphikelela, kanye nekhono lokucabanga ujule, lapho uzwa ukuthi/ ungabekezeleleki, kodwa nokusebenza kanzima, uzimisele ukuqhubekela phambili, lokhu kuzoshintsha impilo yakho."Kancane kancane ngiyaqonda ukuthi ukuhlupheka kuwukukhulisa inhliziyo, ukucija umphefumulo, okumele sikwenze ukuhlakulela imvelo, sihlangane nabantu sihlakulele inhliziyo.
Isikhathi sokuthumela: Nov-17-2023
